In the limbo...

My life is now in a limbo without any direction and purpose... When i decided to take commerce, i thought that i am talented in that field as my dad suggest.. but it is far from what i expected.. I now fell into a bottlomless abyss... I don't know what to do... when i considered taking commerce, i actually thought that i can make friend with accounting... my least favourite subject... i thought everything could be just fine...

But i realised that i was very idealistic.. nothing i never fine... problems faced me and now i m in a limbo... Threading towards an unknown direction... i aslo realised that i made a big mistake when i was accidentally put inside a marketing research class when i was doing my asian business assigment... Mind you... its the worst class ever... just like my accounting workshop classes... Its soo boring and they are learning something irrelevant to marketing such as tables and some mathematical crap... and i wanna take marketing as a major next year... but hell no.. how could this be...

Ok lets assume that my university education is a tunnel... At first, the tunnel was lit with bright colours and there was full of hapiness... I feel really proud to be going inside the top uni in WA... As you go along the road.. the tunnel get dim and you started to get confused... the concrete tunnels was soon over and you start to thread toward a pool of water... all you have to do is to swim accross the pool... when swimming... you have to bear with the number of zombies trying to pull you down but i somehow managed to swim accross... which are in this case.. ASSIGMENTS!!

Being exhausted, i barely have the chance to walk briskly and there are many distractions along the way and a subject which was still haunting me until now... which are in this case.. MSN and my dear laptop.. cant blame them though... now, I am at the point of no return... however, i a given 2 choices now, either to go through the harsh and demanding tunnel or give up and enter another tunnel??

Apparently, i am now so confused because i cant cope with my accounting class and pass or fail... i dun wanna take it again... i really dont know anything about accounting now... and sadly, its a prerequisite to get a commerce degree... Now, i dont know where to go?? Clock is ticking and i soon have to make the decisiom...