Dear Dairy..

Dear Dairy.. You are my best friend.. But I havent been talking to you for such a long time... This is the most 'confused' part of my life.. I don't know what to do?

Now, I havce to juggle between looking for a house, uni and work.. Its really shit actually.. Especially having to work on monday night which is a public holiday and don't get extra pay for it.. I hate public holidays!! I always do...

My friend do tell me to quit my job, but i was thinking, is it ethical for me to quit my job just after 2 weeks.. Well, Despite the low pay, I have to discipline myself this time to break that precedent.. My last job lasted only 2 weeks.. Got fired after that.. FUCK!!

I don't want to quit my job after 2 weeks again.. Its not really a good sign.. The Problem is that I am a very superstitious person.. I don't want something to become a habit and create a precedent.. Maybe I don't agree with some of the company's policy.. But I have to stick to the status quo.. Maybe I quit after my summer holidays.. I don't know!!!!

I learned alot of things from work though.. Like time management and costumer service.. I think its quite useful for my life and my future work life.. I take it as my training for the future.. Everyone did their training first in the hotel anyway (For hospitality students) and just take it as just like that.. These 'hospitality ' students don't even get paid for their jobs.. Perhaps I shouldnt complain abou my low pay...

For Uni, ARRGHH!!! Why is it so hard to find good books and resources for my report.. Useless finding them though.. I don't know what to do now.. God!! Please help me in this matter!!!

For the house, I am still deciding which one to choose.. Either a cheaper 418 apartment with more noise but cheaper or 811 which is quieter but much more expensive.. Its quite a tough decision.. Especially when both apartments looks grand and appetising to my eyes.. In comparison with my old house...

Well, thats it for my blog.. Dairy.. Thanks for listening to my story... Byezzz